The end, restart

Writing is weird. You start, sometimes finish. Then finish again, and again and again... until you can’t do it anymore. Then you abandon it, hoping the world won't crucify you for your lack of stamina. Last night I finished this same story for the 5th time. There’s at least one more to go by myself, just to polish the writing and grammar a little bit. Then I’ll go find agent and publisher, probably one or two more to go. Usually I truly end on the 6th or 7th... but this one is being written in a language that isn’t mine. The adventure may last a bit longer. Let’s see. What's the Daoist god of stamina again?